Thursday, December 3, 2009

my life? no it is Yours
You gave it to me
so i serve You with it
lead me the right direction
tell me where to serve
show me what needs to be done
i am Yours
i love Thee with all my heart
life is rather awkward
we talked and laughed but something
happened and now we do not exchange
glances
i see you from a distance and
think about old times they are not that
old for we have not known each other for that much of
time
sometimes i think you see me and
you think the same thing so
why not say something to each other because
life is rather awkward

?

why is life so hard without you?
why is he here? why did you leave?
why does she need him? why does she feel that we are not enough?
am i being stubborn? do you really not mind?
or did she lie to me?
does it bother brother? does he see how i see him?
is he taking a place? where will we stay?
why is life so hard without you?

Friday, November 20, 2009

leaving is so...

you left me so quickly
we hardly knew each other
we loved to watch baseball together
you loved to watch me play
i looked up to your wisdom
and missed seeing you in april

you loved me with all your heart
and i knew that
she tells me all the time of your love for me
all i can think about i what
life would have been like with you here

i am happy for you because
i know you are with Him
He loves you more than you ever loved me
or more than i ever loved you
i will see you again so
save us a seat at the Rally.

Thursday, November 19, 2009

you are not here

you are not here today
when i dress in my
fine linens. you will not walk
with me and tell me that i am
no longer yours.

she told me of her day and
how he was there for her. she
told me of their walk together
to you.

as a girl i wanted this day to
come so fast. and now all i
want is for it to be over
just as fast because you are not near

you were not there the
day that i was dressed in
fine linens. you did not walk
with me and tell me that i was
no longer yours.

He is

His beauty is flawless. His
love embodies those who know him. His

pain was mine. His
gain was nothing. His

power towers over all. His
reign will survive his kingdom. His

presence is eternal. His
beauty is flawless. He is

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

Chocolate

why is life supposedly like a "Box of Chocolates"?
if it is Whitman's chocolate than you do know what you are going to get